I got down on my knees to pray one night and after a hearty prayer, I realised that I was the only person in the room. I was talking to myself, I was asking God for a lot of things including forgiveness for my sins and giving thanks for all that was good in my life. Yet I was the only person in the room. This was not the first time I prayed. The difference with this night is that it all became clear to me that I am God. Let me get into the rationale of how I got to that conclusion before you scream blasphemy like it’s going to bother me. The simple and straight forward one will be to say that I am God’s child and therefore the child of God is a God. The teachings of the bible says we are all children of God. I am not going to get into whether you are a God or not. Let’s make this about me shall we?In the bible it says that God made man in his image, so maybe I am a demi-god, god nonetheless. I mean I do not have all the Godly powers like controlling nature and that kinds of stuff. I do however have demi-god powers. I pray to myself and I answer my prayers. Stay with me don’t let me lose you. Think about all the things that we look for outwardly in prayer. Love, happiness, forgiveness, appreciation, acknowledgement, good health, money, etc. How many memes have you posted saying that do not look to someone else for your own happiness? Before you can expect someone to love you, you need to love yourself first? I could go on. If the expectation is for all these things to come from within then I put it to you that you have to be some kind of a god to be able to access that ability to do those things.
Now that I have acknowledged that, I realised that God (let’s call the source of creation God for ease of argument until I makeup a new name) created a self-sufficient, self- sustaining system that we live in, galaxies wide. He does not expect much from us but to tap into the god within us to make the best out of the life we have. I have reached some nice level of enlightment and the realisation that I have all I need within me to be the best I can be. I have a role to play in this world and it was only after realising that I am god that I started to really pursue my purpose. I believe that to this very day my purpose has always been staring me in the face but I was not enlightened enough to see it. I made reference to the bible in getting to my realisation, does that mean I believe in the bible? I don’t, but like any book written by some dudes many years ago, you can find sense in it and relevant reference to make a point. I just don’t have the sense to make millions of rands out of it because that would be exhausting and that is not my story.
The cool thing about knowing that your god is that you start believing in yourself in a way that makes possibilities seem endless. You are not afraid to try out new things. You are honest with yourself about what you think you can achieve and what you think you can’t achieve. You know the prayer “God give me the wisdom to change the thing that I can change and accept the things that I can’t change, and the wisdom to know the difference”? I know the difference. Yes I do ignore it sometimes because I am only a demi-god, again I say a god nonetheless. Even a god sometimes makes excuses.
I don’t go to church, I don’t affiliate to religious groups, I am not an atheist, I don’t believe in God as portrayed in religious books. I believe that all that is what we know has to have come from somewhere, and with my godly thinking juices flowing, I will call that source Oricre (Original Creator, I must caution to trying to make a better name from the combination). I will stick with being god for again, the ease of argument. There are many things I don’t have answers for about life and where it started and where it’s going, and I must say that as a god and knowing where I am supposed to be going is enough knowledge for now.
May the god in you rise and bring you to your full potential. The answers to the questions that you seek are within, look inside and you will find them.
The King aka Coach H